Life Took A Turn

As seems to happen more oft than not, just when you think you have the road ahead all mapped out you find yourself spinning out of control around an unexpected hairpin curve, detoured by road construction, or stalled in traffic behind a tragic accident.

My hairpin turn came in the form of the onset of my mother’s dementia.

My plan was to finish grad school and use my brand new library science degree to get a job as an academic librarian. Instead, I dropped out of grad school and took over my mother’s care. At first it was just monitoring her medication and checking in on her. Then it was moving in with her so that I could make sure she ate, help with showers and be on hand at night and she could remain in her own home. Then it was moving her into my home and paying for a caregiver to sit with her while I work. Now it is 24/7 hands on care.

Clearly, my plan drastically changed.

I’m still a library specialist in an academic library but the dream of being the librarian came to crashing end. For a while I felt stuck. I felt like I’d been gypped. Like I was no longer me. I had to come to the realization that I couldn’t let an unexpected twist define me. I’m still the same kooky library girl. It’s just that my priorities and responsibilities and expectations have been redirected, realigned.

So, here I am again. I’m writing again. This time, though, not about course assignments or career aspirations. This time I’m writing about me, my life, my thoughts, my day. I’ll write about my mom, my work. I’ll write about my frustrations and my pain. And, when I need an escape, I’ll write about the books I’m reading or shows I’ve watched.

Instead of writing what I think will look good to a potential employer, I’m just going to write. Maybe for the first time ever, I’m just going to be the kooky library girl whose blog is just as kooky as she is.



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Let’s Reflect…

The study of information communities provides a unique opportunity to research groups that seek and share information of a similar nature and in similar ways. It has been very enlightening not only to learn about what constitutes an information community, but to read about the various communities that my peers have chosen to research and their information seeking behaviors.

Through researching socially anxious college students and, more specifically, library anxiety, I have opened myself to a whole new avenue of interest. I started out this semester with an interest in academic librarianship. Over the course of the semester my work in this, and other classes, has led me to narrow that interest to research and instruction. Researching library anxiety has led to an interest in information literacy and the techniques used to teach it. It has also led to an interest in the ways that the academic library can promote and market the various services and events in the library.

In my capacity as a Library Specialist (Cataloger) in an academic library, I have already begun to apply some of the knowledge I have gained from this class and my research. Knowing how to identify and relate to information communities in general is invaluable. I am able to apply this to my interactions with patrons at the service desk. I have also been fortunate enough to begin to apply some of the knowledge gained from my research on library anxiety in various ways around the library. It has allowed me to intelligently contribute to discussions about how to relate to students. I have also been allowed to implement a few ideas that can serve both as icebreakers for interacting with students as well as gaining feedback that can potentially make the library seem more appealing and user friendly.

I hope to continue to apply this knowledge in my current position. I also aspire to attain a librarian position where I can use what I have learned. I will be submitting a poster proposal for the Pittsburgh LOEX 2016 Conference. I hope to be accepted to present my research on library anxiety in the poster session.

More community resources need to exist

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Libraries should be using technology to help students recognize and overcome library anxiety. Some are as you can see from some of the images in the slideshow above. Yet, the sad fact is that when you do a search for library anxiety related community resources like blogs or lib guides or discussion boards you will come up short.

The sheer nature of the phenomena negates the likelihood that the sufferers of library anxiety will create their own resources, use emerging technology, or share information. They are far more apt to suffer in silence. Some, who are distressed more by seeking assistance than by the technology, may perhaps feel comfortable enough to take advantage of online chat reference or conduct their own searches in library databases. Many however will not, being both intimidated by the resources as well as the library as a place and the professionals who staff it. The abundance of research published for information professionals indicates that these professionals should understand that very fact and thus should be seeking to fill that gap. Sadly, that does not seem to be the general rule.

Students who are anxious, embarrassed, nervous, and overwhelmed by the academic library experience and who are convinced they alone are the only ones experiencing these feelings may naturally isolate themselves. However, when they are provided with support, educated and made aware that they are not alone, and given a place to come together, likely will. Web pages and blogs, lib guides and discussion forums, YouTube videos and magazine articles should exist and be easily accessible from the web and from library homepages. Students should not be left to believe that they are alone in these feelings.

It is the place of the information professionals – the academic librarians – to step up and make this happen. More community resources need to exist for this information community.

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Perhaps I should take the initiative.

In researching library anxiety in college students, I seem to have identified a gap in the flow of information. While the problem has been recognized, studied and written about for years, books and peer-reviewed articles on the subject can easily be accessed, studies have been conducted and recommendations made, most everything is directed at the information professional and not at the effected community of users. The abundance of research and writing has not translated into practical, usable, understandable applications for the anxious college students themselves. So, while clear efforts have been made for academic librarians and other information professionals to be made aware that this is a very real issue and that there are obvious ways to combat it, very little effort seems to have been made to give the same courtesy to the individuals it effects.

Look for a lofty academic article on the topic either online or through your library database and dozens will appear at your first search. Look for a magazine article, a blog, a discussion forum, or even a libguide on the topic and the search will yield few if any results. That really will depend on how savvy you are in your searching, how much effort and how many failed searches your willing to put into it. The students who are experiencing the feelings of embarrassment, fear, shame, ignorance, and apprehension are left with few if any information sources. They are left to believe that they really are alone in their anxiety.

The first step to making a change, should be to make the students themselves aware that this is a real thing and they are not alone. All of the information literacy classes and programs and activities in the world can be planned and implemented and studied and written about, but unless the students themselves are made aware and their feelings validated, it will continue to be like beating our heads against the same brick wall expecting it to fall.

Socially anxious – library anxious –  students, by the very definition of the issues they face, can be seen as information non-seekers. They are not the students delving deep into the databases and journal articles we provide. They are the students afraid to look, afraid to ask. They are the individuals who suffer in silence and think no one else is feeling the same way. They are not likely to find out on their own what library anxiety is and how to overcome it. They are not going to form their own groups, or start their own forums. But those things are exactly what they need.

The information professionals who have access to those studies and recommendations, who have been made aware of the problem, should be seeking ways to get the information to those students where they are. There should be magazine articles, blog posts, libguides, discussion forums aimed specifically at the individuals themselves, seeking to both inform and bring together. Libraries should be making efforts to let the students know they are not alone and the problem can be reduced and even eliminated.

Perhaps I should just take the initiative… write an article… start a blog… form a discussion board… propose some of my ice breaking ideas in my own academic library…

Yes, perhaps I should take the initiative. Perhaps I will take the initiative.

It really all comes down to ethics.

In considering my information community, socially anxious college students, I initially had a hard time thinking of a legal or ethical issue that I could research and write about for this post. Then my mind turned toward privacy issues. In order to better serve any group it becomes important to assess what you are accomplishing. But in assessing, where do you draw the line? What is okay and what is fringing on the privacy rights of the patron?

With these thoughts in mind I began to search on topics that included students, libraries, privacy, assessment, and ethics. The search results was varied and included things like library instruction and plagiarism awareness. I felt a little validated in the fact that even the literature attested to the fact that “it was difficult to define issues of ethics and integrity that are specific to what we do as instruction librarians… there is little about ethics and integrity in academic libraries” (Jacobs, 2008, pg. 212). But, ultimately what I found was that, though little may be written, in the end it really all comes down to ethics.

I find myself looking at this information community from two perspectives. First, obviously, from the point of view of the group of students who are actually experiencing library, or information, anxiety. But, secondly, from the point of view of the academic librarians and other information professionals whose job it is to work with and for this community. The issues are both the same and different.

From the perspective of the anxious, overwhelmed student it may be terrifying to ask for research help, or easier to quickly take the first information handed to them than to spend time with a “scary” librarian learning how to delve deeper and find their own answers. It may also be easier and less intimidating to “copy and paste” that information than to try to explain something in their own words that they were too embarrassed, confused, or intimidated to truly research and learn about. And it may be simpler to just not fill out that library survey or to give feedback you think the librarian wants to hear rather than to admit to feelings of inadequacy and ignorance.

From the perspective of the librarian it may be that though “we know that it is not ethical to do the research for a student…it is difficult to determine the appropriate balance between answering a reference question and answering a research question” (Jacobs, 2008, pg.224). When half the battle seems to be just getting that student to even interact and ask their question, it may be simpler to hand them their answer than to teach them to find it. The same holds true with making the students aware of plagiarism issues. While it is the role of the instruction librarian to educate students on properly citing and using information (Jacobs, 2008), it is also about instilling in students “the understanding that plagiarism is an ethical rather than merely an issue of proper form and function” (Strittmatter & Bratton, 2014, pg.746). That can be difficult for the librarian who is struggling to engage students in library instruction. It may end up seeming like an accomplishment just to address proper form. Academic librarians may also struggle with how to go about assessing their services. What is the best approach? What is too broad/ What questions breach privacy? “Assessment should include a sampling of undergraduates who use library services and those who do not” (“Guidelines”, 2014, pg. 95), but how do you reach those students who do not? General library knowledge surveys, evaluation checklists, student journal entries, information literacy diaries, and focus groups can all be useful and appropriate forms of assessment (“Guidelines”, 2014), but when and how often? How do you chose to apply the feedback? How much is shared and with whom? It can be fraught with ethical concerns.

Ultimately, no matter the perspective, no matter the issue, really even no matter the community you consider – it really all comes down to ethics.


Guidelines for university library services to undergraduate students. (2014). College & Research Libraries News, 75(2), 93-100.

Jacobs, M. L. (2008). Ethics and Ethical Challenges in Library Instruction. Journal Of Library Administration, 47(3/4), 211-232.

Strittmatter, C. , & Bratton, V. (2014). Plagiarism Awareness among Students: Assessing Integration of Ethics Theory into Library Instruction. College & Research Libraries, 75(5), 736-752.

It’s all about perception.

In researching the information seeking behavior and perceptions of information services of undergraduate college students with library anxiety, I found occasion to review many resources. In particular, I found the information and approaches of one peer reviewed article and one professional article of interest.

The peer reviewed article by Blundell and Lambert (2014) followed a pilot study of second-semester freshman. The purpose of the study was to build a foundation for further study into the specific triggers of information anxiety in undergrads. This is of particular importance as  researchers have discovered that anxiety can be detrimental to both information seeking and academic performance. Despite an awareness and previous research concerning information anxiety there is very little know about the specific triggers. The literature review included by the authors indicated that when anxiety and uncertainty are heightened information-seekers are more likely to claim satisfaction even with minimal or poor resources and identified anxiety as “the biggest impediment to successful completion of information tasks” (pg. 263). Such behavior can have short term negative effects on performance as well as negative long term effects on degree completion. Researchers seemed to agree that limiting anxiety during the information seeking process would be key.

The professional article by Siess (2006) took a very different approach and provided some very interesting information. This editorial reviewed a 202 article by Barbara Fister about why some students were reluctant to use the reference desk. Fister was quoted: “Surrounded by computers and books and journals chosen specifically to support their learning, students are embarrassed by those riches – or, rather, by the fact that what they need is somewhere in all that bounty and they don’t know how to find it.” Siess followed her review of Fister’s 2002 article with more recent comments by librarians. These librarians identified what they saw as specific issues and offered suggestions for alleviating the anxiety. Three facets of fear were identified by one librarian: not knowing who to ask, fear of asking a dumb question, and reluctance to bother a busy librarian. How you greet people, how you dress, and being free enough to be approachable were recognised by this librarian as important to reduce anxiety. Another librarian suggested that there is a public perception that anyone should be able to navigate a library and that librarians have encouraged the view that libraries are self-service resources. Another responding librarian hypothesised that the problem may be that patrons don’t know what reference librarians can do. Another offered the idea of high visibility, roving reference librarians, and buttons to be worn for identification of library staff so that patrons know if they are speaking with a librarian, support staff, or student employee.

It is clear that while these students do use the library and it’s resources, their seeking can be easily thwarted due to information anxiety. The very nature of their issue with fear, uncertainty, and embarrassment would seem to indicate quite obviously that these students are not creating their own information sources, but rather are likely to give up and isolate themselves.

While the peer reviewed article was of interest and provided a great overview of previous research, the nature of the pilot study left many questions unanswered. The professional article, on the other hand, though only a short editorial, provided many insights from the front lines and suggestions for how to reduce the anxiety.

In the end, it would seem, it really is all about perception.


Blundell, S., & Lambert, F. (2014). Information Anxiety from the Undergraduate Student Perspective: A Pilot Study of Second-semester Freshmen. Journal Of Education For Library & Information Science, 55(4), 261-273.

Siess, J. (2006). Fear Of Reference: Is It Because of Our Image?. One-Person Library, 23(2), 4-6.

What about non-behavior?

If information seeking behavior is the generic term that we use to lump together all actions that result in information acquisition (Erdelez, 1999), then what about non-actions? What about those people who do nothing? Is that non-behavior? And is that non-behavior then really a behavior in itself?

Perhaps by now you can begin to see the path my mind has spiraled down as I consider the information needs and behaviors of socially anxious college students.

Considering the needs of these students seems fairly obvious. They have the same information needs as virtually every college student. They need access to information and research to support their studies, access to books, journals and databases and assistance finding and using these resources. They need access to new and popular items, media, and other leisure materials. Additionally, they need access to librarians, forums, and other support systems.

The challenge with this information community is in crossing the barriers built by anxiety – social anxiety and, specifically, library anxiety – so that the group can take advantage of available resources. Library anxiety refers to a unique phenomenon, specific to libraries, involving negative and uncomfortable feelings experienced when using or considering the use of the library. These can include feelings of uncertainty, confusion, frustration, doubt, embarrassment, nervousness, self-defeating thoughts, helplessness, and inadequacy. It is important  not only to understand that this is very real, but to identify sources of anxiety and those who are most susceptible to it, in order to attempt to reduce those barriers (Carlile, 2007).

Differences in the way that information is sought out have long been connected to both information need and motive, depending very much on context and task. Some research has also considered cognitive abilities and styles as well as feelings in relation to information seeking (Heinstrom, 2004).Studies have shown that “everyday life information needs and seeking are affected by a number of cognitive, emotional, cultural, and situational factors” (Savolainen, 2009).Personality can be an influential variable in information seeking behavior.Personality differences have even been acknowledged to influence the way that databases are searched. Both shyness and weak self-esteem can initially bear a negative impact on search outcomes (Heinstrom, 2004).

Students who face social and/or library anxiety may seek out information differently than other more confident, extroverted students. They may not initially seek information at all. This sort of non-behavior could, in fact, be an anticipated response of some students experiencing these feelings of anxiety. In an effort to meet the needs of this community of students, the academic library needs to seek to reduce barriers, be sensitive, and to reach out to this population. “The feelings a student has about the library can influence whether or not they ask for help, how they approach their search for information, and how they respond to any obstacles they encounter in the library environment” (Carlile, 2007).


Carlile, H. (2007). The implications of library anxiety for academic reference services:A review of the literature. Australian  Academic & Research Libraries, 38(2), pp. 129-147.

Erdelez, S. (1999). Information encountering: It’s more than just bumping into information. Bulletin of the American Society for Information Science 25(3). Retrieved from

Heinstrom, J. (2004). Fast surfing, broad scanning, and deep diving: The influence of personality and study approach on students’ information seeking behavior. Journal of Documentation, 61(2), pp. 228-247. doi:10.1108/00220410510585205

Savolainen, R. (2009). Everyday life information seeking. In Encyclopedia of Library and Information Sciences.

Let’s do a book review.

Book Review: Quiet: The power of introverts in a world that can’t stop talking


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Quiet: The power of introverts in a world that can’t stop talking is about people who prefer listening to speaking, reading to partying, and working alone to brainstorming in teams. It is about the people who are often labeled “quiet”, the introverts. It is about people I very strongly identify with.

Author Susan Cain, a self-proclaimed introvert, says that one-third to one-half of the people we know are introverts. Her book cites many examples of people who have made major contributions who were in fact shy, quiet, introverts. People such as Vincent van Gogh, Rosa Parks, Albert Einstein, Isaac Newton, Dr. Seuss, Steven Spielberg, Gandhi, and many more. The stories of such introverts contribute to a well researched and well argued point that introverts are undervalued.

Yet the book is not about the bashing of the extrovert. It espouses that extraversion is good, but that we have made it into an “oppressive standard” which we expect introverts to conform to.

Cain talks about this as the Extrovert Ideal and the effects that it has, addressing society’s bias against introversion. She writes about American business culture and American schools and forced collaboration. From childhood we are taught that to be social is to be happy and introversion has come to be viewed as “somewhere between a disappointment and pathology.” Cain explains that introverts can actually be very good in areas where extroverts are often expected or preferred. For example, introverts can actually make good leaders because they are good listeners and often more willing to accept the input of others.

Reading the book actually led me to look up the author’s Ted Talk as well as an npr interview with the author. Seeing her on the stage and hearing her speak about this topic was rather enlightening. She used many of the same examples from her book. It was however, what she had to say about herself that was so interesting. She walked onto the stage holding a bag. She proceeded to share the story of being sent to camp as a child and taking a suitcase of books which ended up being hidden under her bed for the summer. She then opened her suitcase to reveal what she had packed… books. Her point was that we should not be ashamed of what is in our suitcase. We all have something valuable to contribute.

This had me thinking about how introverts and extroverts seek information differently and how they interact in the library differently. Perhaps the extrovert boldly walks up to the service desk and asks for exactly what they need, while the introvert ferrets out the information from the library website, or texts a librarian, or even quietly approaches the service desk to ask for instructions they intently listen to. While the extrovert may easily and readily engage in an annual library party with music and games and prize drawings, the introvert may be more drawn to Stress Free Zone activities or a Blind Date with a Book display. Library professionals need to be aware that different types of people approach things differently and seek and accept assistance differently. Most importantly, library professionals need to have an acceptance that this is okay.

The premise behind this book and the thoughts that it provoked actually inspired my interest in the information community I have chosen to look at this semester, the socially anxious college student. While introversion and social anxiety are not the same, this is where my thought process took me. From the introverted individual to the student experiencing library anxiety. It may be a bit of a stretch from the topic of the book to the topic of my research but the connection is there.

I would definitely recommend this book to others. I would also recommend checking out Susan Cain’s Ted Talk and her npr interview. While I can not say that I agree with every point made by the author, I do find the topic fascinating and many of her arguments valid.


Cain, S. (2012). Quiet: The power of introverts in a world that can’t stop talking. New York: Crown Publishers

Socially Anxious College Students Can Be Their Own Information Community…

Most people can say that they have heard of various forms of anxiety, including social anxiety. Most have felt the effects of some form of anxiety at one time or another, while others battle it every moment of every day.

Many college students suffer from varying forms and degrees of social anxiety. One specific type of social anxiety is library anxiety. Considering my interest in academic librarianship, I have chosen to look at socially anxious college students as an information community. “Information communities form primarily around people’s needs to get and use information” (Fisher & Bishop, 2015). I am interested to explore the information needs and behaviors of these college students and how academic libraries can better serve them while alleviating their library anxiety.

Fisher & Bishop (2015) quote Joan Durrance as defining information communities as “constituencies united by common interest in building and increasing access to a set of dynamic, linked, and varying information resources.” Durrance is further quoted as saying that such a group “blurs the boundaries between information seekers, users, and providers, recognizing that a single person or institution can embody multiple segments of the information cycle” (Fisher & Bishop, 2015). It is clear from my preliminary research that those who suffer from social anxiety could be referred to as such a group. In focusing on the academic setting, I have narrowed that group to those college students who find themselves facing social anxieties, specifically library anxiety. Through my research I will seek to determine just what library anxiety is, who faces it, and how it can be addressed.

It is my opinion that by emphasizing the key characteristics of any information community, academic libraries could seek to deter library anxiety by bringing students facing these social anxieties together. “Information communities form mainly around people’s needs to use information from distributed information resources” (Fisher & Durrance, 2003.) These are exactly the needs of any student. Making it easier for those students facing these challenges is my interest. Fisher & Durrance (2003) state that “Information communities “emphasize collaboration among diverse groups that provide information and may share joint responsibility and resources.” I hope to find out how these students may be doing this on their own and what the library can do to help. Fisher & Durrance (2003) also state that information communities “exploit the information sharing qualities of technology and yield multiplier effects for stakeholders.” Through scholarly research as well as surveys of college students, I hope to determine what, if any, technologies (i.e. blogs, forums, listservs, etc) may be used or could be established by and/or for these students. Information communities “anticipate and often form around people’s needs to access and use information in ways that people perceive as helpful” (Fisher & Durrance 2003).  To that end, I seek to establish what is and would be most helpful in order to “remove barriers to information about acquiring needed services and participating in civic life”  as well as to “foster social connectedness within the larger community” (Fisher & Durrance 2003).  The ultimate goal is to establish that this s in fact an information community that the academic library should be seeking to better serve in order to support the success of individual students and the overall retention and graduation goals of the institution (i.e. university) it serves.


Fisher, K., & Durrance, J. (2003). Information communities. In K. Christensen, & D. Levinson (Eds.), Encyclopedia of community: From the village to the virtual world. (pp. 658-661). Thousand Oaks, CA: SAGE Publications, Inc.

Fisher, K. & Bishop, A.P. Information communities: Defining the focus of information service. In S. Hirsh (Ed.) Information services today:An introduction (pp. 20 – 26).Lanham: Rowman & Littlefield.

Let’s try this again.

Well, hello. If you have looked at my previous posts, you have likely noted that this is not my first go at INFO (LIBR) 200. There were some technical difficulties with the first go around, so here I am again.

For anyone who hasn’t scrolled through previous posts, here is a recap of me:

“My name is Elisha Wells (pronounced like Alicia). I live in Greenup County, Kentucky. I work as a Library Specialist at Clark Memorial Library at Shawnee State University in Portsmouth, Ohio. I started out as a student reference assistant while working on my undergrad. After graduating with a BA in Social Science in 2011, I was hired on as the part time Government Documents Clerk. I am now the Cataloger. I am interested in academic librarianship.”

I have to say I really enjoyed this class the first time and felt that I learned a lot about Deaf Culture as an information community. Now to decide on a new community to research… I have a few ideas, it’s just narrowing it down to one. I’m really looking forward to this semester.